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I've distanced myself from God because of things that are going on. I still want a relationship with him and keep him in what seems like just out of reaching distance. I know he's there and that he loves me and that he wants to help me but I'm torn between the world and him. It seems like an easy choice but I don't know. I struggle with lust. I watch porn from time to time and I have cyber sex on occasion. I masturbate quite frequently as well which seems to help temporarily with the stress of things...I'm still a

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