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I've been a christian all my life. But it is safe to say that I've never really had a relationship with God. I have strayed from all that I know. I know I'm guilty of so much and it hurts me. I am a horrible example of what christ would want me to be. I curse, drink, cheat on my husband, lie, and so on. I'm tired of living my life like this and I feel like Satan has such a grasp on me. I get angry with God because of the way things are in my life. Then I think maybe if I was a better christian God wouldn't have let this happen or that happen. I'm so empty inside, my tears burn, and the anger eats my flesh from the inside out. I'm screaming out for help....God plase hear me.
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