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doubt

I've been a believer in God ever since I can remember
Recently, I've been doubting the existence of God and that really bothers me. I've been wondering if I'm just living a lie. I know in my heart that God is real. I've seen him do miracles, but right now I don't feel Him. Hopefully, this will pass. I know God loves me, I just don't feel the love right now. It's almost like I want Him to prove Himself to me personally. I've seen Him do AMAZING things, superntural things, just not to me. Is it selfish to want Him to prove Himself to me? I think back and I know He is real! Maybe this is just Satan attacking me. I wonder what I'm doing wrong in my walk with God whenever I hear stories about other believers who talk about seeing visions and having God speak to them. Maybe it will come with time. On the other hand, maybe I'm just not doing my part, not reading the Bible enough or in general seeking God enough. I love Jesus with all that I am and I just want to feel His warm embrace and be closer to Him. I hate this feeling of uncertainty.

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