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I'm a waitress. I encounter people everyday at work. I let these people get to me. If they are rude, I let their emotions affect me & my day. Sometimes to the point where I want to quit my job. I'm always stressed. These days happen every week. I'm weak and wish to be stronger. I always look at my past & see all the mistakes I've made. I've changed majors about 5 times, while switching schools 3 times. I'm currently not in school and it's been over a year & a half. That's why I'm working as a waitress to pay off my debts ($20,000), where I should have a degree to show for it. I wish I knew my purpose 'cause I cry almost every night trying to look for the answer. I blame my past for the kind of job I have today. I blame my indecisiveness. I blame myself. I would love a new job that makes me happy. But I'm scared. I don't have any experience. And I'm lost.
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